Not sure why people continue to say things like this. I, like most people, haven’t killed a single person and haven’t spread the virus to a soul. So what in the hell are you talking about? Just a flair for the dramatic?
From your post, you wouldn't get why this is a "we" thing and not an "I" thing. As you're seeing though, WE are all in the same boat when it comes to repercussions of this virus: restrictions on dining out, record unemployment, factories getting shut down, scarcity of supplies...and NO COLLEGE SPORTS. One person rocks the boat, everyone gets dunked into the water.
The virus is a community disease...there is literally a term for it in pandemics "community spread". One person affects everyone. I'm not singling you out, but it's no secret that you think this whole thing is pumped up media creation...and that in itself is dangerous because it leads other people to believe the virus isn't something serious. The thing that makes the US the best country in the world has also become a weakness in this pandemic: The notion of each person's independence and ability carrying us through anything. Unfortunately, there are some who take that and ruin it for everyone else. How many videos have we seen of people who "aren't sheep" not putting on masks and fighting store workers trying to enforce mask wearing rules? How about one city with a set of rules, and another city with a different set of rules for this virus?
I don't think you mean ill, Milwaukee, but I do think your whole "I'm not doing anything bad so don't blame me" attitude is wrong in this circumstance.
At some point the US needs to set aside "I" and start focusing on "We". That's the only way we're going to get through this. It's an intellectual concept that obviously some don't understand, or don't want to accept, and that's why the US is where we are. WE are going to have to make some hard choices soon, and WE are all going to have to accept it for a short period so ALL of us can come through the other side and have things like college sports in the fall, dining inside, holding large events...basically living a normal life pre 2020.